apologies and privacy

so i know the blogging has fallen off quite a bit and in all honesty i see it not taking place as frequently as i'd like in the near future at least...in part it's due to a need to organize much of my life and begin to figure things out...but i often use this space for precisely that reason...yet i also find a desire and need to write more privately in my actual journal, a place where i can discuss and divulge more than here...so i hope the few loyal readers will continue to check in as i'm sure i'll write more and that things will pick up as i get more on top of life and just simple things like organizing my desk and home and in the process my thoughts, feelings, and reflections...and i apologize for the infrequency of the writing...