Wednesday, September 26, 2007

musical politicking...

Before I get serious, I came across this quote late last nite:
But outside of that, I just made it so it's also good music. It can be your interpretation of what you want it to be, however you want to enjoy it.
- Lupe Fiasco on his upcoming album The Cool

He was referring to how some of the songs on The Cool are about a character from his first album, Food & Liquor. Anyway, I've long felt that way about art in general and it's a sentiment expressed probably a few times on this blog: for me, either in creating something or observing something, interpretation plays a huge role. It's something the artist cannot take into account, aside from having his or her own interpretation, and it is something that is informed by our life experiences (and possibly inexperiences) as individuals.

I'm not trying to toot my own horn by pointing out this quote. Honestly I found it really interesting to hear it coming from someone who actually does create art for a living, as opposed to just a silly thought I had one day. Obviously artists put out something particular for the world to see, something they want everyone to see. But at the end of the day we each take what we want, need, or just do from the things we observe.
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Speaking of which, a friend sent me this article from the New York Times website today [it's actually an article from the AP, another article on the topic can be found here]. [Let me note that I could easily lose myself in that website, I always fund something worth reading after I feel like there can't be anything else worth reading]. As I told my friend, it's a situation I'm rather torn on.

For those not interested in reading the article(s), the backdrop for this personal discussion I'm having with my mind is about the Congressional hearing that took place today (technically yesterday now) regarding the use of degrading language in hip-hop music. It's been much more of a topic of discussion since the Don Imus scandal.

I don't know if I'm capable of giving my thoughts justice in writing here but I find myself confused on where to stand on the issue. Yes, somethings are really offensive, unnecessary, and to be honest somewhat deleterious. At the same time, being of an oftentimes liberal mind and thinking about the First Amendment and law school, I'm a firm believer in free speech rights and strongly disagree with censorship. This is especially true in the artistic realm [although one possible argument is that for many it's not being an artist, it's a way "to make money money money make money money money"]. Stifling the creative process, even when said process runs along [or even passes] the line of decency is something I cannot agree with even if in some cases it makes sense.

Don't get me wrong: I'm not saying I want to hear degrading lyrics or want to support someone like Don Imus. Far from it. I definitely possess my personal beliefs on many different topics and they are often known to those around me. But just because I disagree with something or don't enjoy it doesn't mean I need to stamp it out. Also, is it possible there is some artistic or cultural merit to at least some of all this language that some want to do away with? [In addition, another article I read on the hearings today included a point made by Universal Music Group chairman and CEO Doug Morris when he noted that no one is pushing to do away with "'The Bitch Is Back' by Elton John even thought it contains one of the words some want to ban.

A ban on a few words is just silly. Words exist for a reason. They are a cultural creation and to a certain extent they possess whatever power you allow them too. Obviously certain words are very charged and just never need to be said, especially in certain contexts or used in certain ways or used at all. But to attempt to ban words makes no sense when some other word will just be used in their place.

Further, there was a time when even jazz music was considered unholy and wrong and inappropriate it. As for rap music, there definitely is some crap out there but an attempt to censor it or to ban certain words or anything along those lines will likely result in a reduction in creativity. The danger is that in doing away with the worst you will do away with things that are of merit, that truly are art, that possess a relevance, importance, lesson, story, or message that needs to be heard.

In the end, you can always choose to not listen to it. For me it kinda boils down to my thoughts on violence in video games and TV. It seems obvious exposure to such things can have an effect on children and people in general. But I feel that we need to take roles in the lives of children and ensure they can tell the difference between reality and fantasy. To be honest, when I was younger my dad wasn't a huge fan of be getting into rap music. But I knew it was just music, it was just words and not more than that. Having parents or other figures around to ensure children understand the difference between the creative world and how life really functions and how life should function when it is falling short of the ideal is more important than just trying to hide some words.

There needs to be some level of individual accountability in society and we should also hold ourselves more accountable for those around us whom we exert some influence over. We can all learn from each other and educate each other. Learning from one another, hearing diverse points of view, opening up to the world can provide a better understanding for the context which things originate from. With this understanding, maybe rap isn't the evil some make it out to be. Of course there are things that just don't need to be there, but isn't that true for every other art form? Extremes exist at both ends of the spectrum.
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I also found this article on the New York Times website today. It's about how exclusive colleges are, in terms of socioeconomic status in particular. The author, an op-ed contributor, basically argues for class-based affirmative action when it comes to college admissions.

It's an interesting theory, as affirmative action based on race is as well. I'm not going to go into thoughts on affirmative action in any great depth [I'm simply too tired to do so and I'd rather have that discussion with anyone interested in person, allowing for more of a open back-and-forth of opinions and ideas]. But I will say this: I always feel the root of the problem is at a much lower level than college admissions. The real problem is the education system in this country, starting well before college. I'm yet to meet someone who really disagrees with this point and it makes me wonder why there isn't more of a focus on lower education. Obviously it would require an enormous effort for the necessary overhaul to occur, but isn't that all the more reason to focus efforts there, as opposed to other areas?

To conclude, I remember learning in a psych class in college that we only remember 5%-10% of anything we're taught in college. That's sad.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

another weekend and well, u know..

another weekend is over (and the new work week is already a day over actually), which means i made yet another trip to the Bay area. ha! i've decided Glendale is my home away from home. =p

anyway, it's late, i'm tired, and instead of this i should be sleeping...but oh well. i always like to write after my trips north and sometimes i actually have something interesting to say in this space. while i've got a couple of articles i've read recently i'd like to discuss, now is so not the time for that but i will get to them soon...

a rundown of some weekend highlights...
  • um...watching The Last King of Scotland
  • kicking it old school at the Bayside with Deefs and a few others
  • Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeechigan winning an important game
  • a tasty dinner at E & O Trading Company and a not awesome movie after (Good Luck Chuck - it had a few moments and way too many unnecessary boobs)
  • discussing Justin Timberlake's growth as an artist/performer while watching an old concert from his Justified days
  • chocolate chip (or really chunk) pancakes (mmm....yummy) and actually eating some fruit for once (strawberries this time)
not the craziest trip to the Bay i've ever had but that by no means it wasn't as good as all the others. seeing as it's 1:30 something now i should prolly stop and get some rest. but i did manage to do some work in the late nite tonite, reminding me of the glory days of law school when i'd get the most work done during these late hours...but i need sleep b4 going in at a reasonable hour tomorrow to finish things off (hopefully). g'nite!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

epic

As I sat at my desk a couple weeks ago Deefs hit me up on the gchat with an awesome random comment. He simply said, "dude, the only thing that allows me to continue feeling epic right now is trance." This was during his first week back after spending a month in Scotland, a place near and dear to his heart. I dunno how many people get what he was talking about, but I did right away.

I probably couldn't describe feeling epic. I kinda did in a post a while back about feeling glorious. It's just feeling exactly what it sounds like: epic - larger than life, amazing, on top of it all. It's a great feeling...and sadly, as Deefs pointed out, hard to maintain [especially after something like a month in Scotland for the Edinburgh Fringe Festival]. As with Deefs, music is something that often provides that feeling. Last nite I went for a run and that definitely made me feel epic [it's nice when working out makes u feel spectacular as opposed to worn out]. But it's definitely something to strive for and more importantly to enjoy when it happens.

Life is full of all kinds of moments. Sometimes it's just really stinking hard. But through the difficult experiences I've faced [which I make no claim have been the most difficult], in the end each one taught me something important and helped me develop into the person I am now. The epic moments allow u to see that, in spite of anything bad that happens, good times will come too. They're both a necessary part of life...I honestly believe one wouldn't be what it is without the other...

and i don't care...

somehow it became 1:30-something and i'm not sure how. sleep is gonna happen soon but i wanted to write like i always do after making a run to the Bay. so yes, i made yet another run to the Bay area. this time the decision was made on saturday around noon or something. i was enticed by the promise of a 5 course meal with lots of bacon as well as good company.

anywho. my name is Louis and i'm addicted to spur of the moment trips from LA to the Bay area. =p the first step is admitting u got a problem, right? haha. there are too many good reasons to get up there and apparently there are reasons i didn't know about until recently. =p

well...as per the usual...highlights from my about 24 hours up in the Bay area:
  • getting passed by a bootleg looking ambulance that had to be pushing 110 mph [and was not racing to pcick up/drop off anyone]
  • mmmm...bacon [and a really good dinner in general]
  • making fun of Babel [Surprise!]
  • petrified babies
  • continuing to get to know ppl better
  • getting fished [that's actually more of a lowlight than highlight]
  • watching Sam get 'fished' [now that was funny!]
  • Noodle Theory
  • hearing "Every Little Step I Take" as I switched CDs in my car...just the pick up i needed with about 40 minutes left in my drive and weariness setting in
not a bad list for such a short period of time. definitely worth the drive up...every trip to the Bay has been worth it. the best part? get to do it again this weekend! woohoo!

ok...now it's time for sleep.
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i still need and want to write about being epic. too tired to be epic right now, haha.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Driving without shoes on is weird.

Friday, September 14, 2007

hmmmm....

I'm noticing a decline in writing as of late. I think it's because I've said all there is to say, dropping all knowledge there is to drop. What can I say, I'm thorough. Ha! Honestly I think it's in part a side-effect of thinking about work a bit more since I'm still not getting through this assignment as fast as I'd like. It's OK and I'm just kicking myself a bit...but I'm also looking forward to getting through a first draft of it [hopefully early next week] and then getting to find some new work and new assignments. Hopefully something fresh will give me the kick I need.

So I'm in a funny mood as I chillax here at home tonite. I passed out for an hour when I got home from work and then went for a run and got in a bit of a workout. After watching a little TV I find myself jonesin' for music. Getting thru the all-time favs mix and then giving it a listen taught me a bit about my musical knowledge, preferences, tastes, and so on. There's definitely a certain sound to me [especially when it comes to hip-hop and r&b]. I think it's a good think but it also makes me want to take in other things and expand my horizons...or not expand them [because I feel they are quite broad already] but rather devote more time to stylings I might neglect.


I kinda want to go on a music binge and buy up a bunch of CDs [like Postal Service's
Give Up, Common's latest Finding Forever, possibly the new Talib Kweli album Ear Drum, and other stuff]. But every time I end up getting a bunch of new music at once I tend to neglect at least some of it. Maybe I need to go thru my collection and put more time into exactly those albums I'm yet to fully appreciate. In the end I feel this funny mood of mine is really an urge to find new favorites out of what I already have...reflecting a sense of reinvention while also maintaining a certain identity or sense of myself...which is exactly what the past few months of life in general involved [and continue to involve]. It's a lot of fun, really rewarding, and just healthy.

On a side note, one thing I learned from the lasting favorites compilation is that many of my favorite songs are not favorites due to some sentimental meaning. As much as I lean on music during the hard times and find meaning in songs which act in an almost therapeutic manner, the songs that stay with me tend to be ones that reach me on an aesthetic level and hit my soul in an almost inexplicable manner. But gut feelings like that are pretty much how I roll in life...

Music is the divine way to tell beautiful, poetic things to the heart.
- Pablo Casals

I just stumbled across that quote on a post-it note saved on my computer [and wish I remembered it yesterday actually]. I have no idea how I came across it in the first place but I think it pretty much sums up exactly what I wrote above. I might replace "heart" with "soul" but in the end they're very much the same. Other great quotes can be found here. Seriously, that link makes me happy. Time to get save some more quotes...I loves me some quotes...

By the way, I absolutely love the pic on this post. Music....
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update: another great quote
Without music life would be a mistake.
- Nietzsche

Thursday, September 13, 2007

super lates


i meant to write here earlier (i.e., at a reasonable hour as opposed to starting at 1:50 a.m., but whatevs). it's been a theme of doing things late today: staying at work until around 8 p.m. (no, i am not complaining and i know good friends of mine who hold it down significantly later than that), going for a run and getting in some exercise around 9 p.m., dinner at like 10 p.m., and now getting my blog on in the wee hours of the morning.

i spent the last i dunno how long consuming myself with working out the mixtape i mentioned before. mixtapes are fun! anyway, i accomplished my task altho some left over things need to be done. with the late start to being home, here i am now..
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i actually enjoyed being in the office so late. i wasn't as focused during the day as i could have been [read: severe case of writer's block] but i pushed thru and get into a bit of a groove. it reminded me of law school actually: holding down the gold room til closing time when hardly anyone else was around. oh how i miss thee Goldie. it's oddly my style to work at odd and later hours (maybe it's the added sense of pressure that pushes me). but it was just weird how during the day my office was completely not conducive to accomplishing much but as it grew later (and darker) i was happy i was there and wouldn't get work done anywhere else (heck, part of me wanted to take my laptop into one of the conference rooms and sprawl my stuff out old school style).

it felt good to get some work done and i think taking an approach similar to writing stuff in school helped. i kinda created a mental block for myself and over-thought things a bit, but it happens. the motion i've been working on is also the first significant legal writing i've done in terms of writing something for court [as opposed to a memo where u can get away with being slightly more retarded...something i specialize in...hahahahaha).

well, i really should get to sleep...altho i'm considering going in late manana and just staying later again so i can get a bit more sleep...we'll see how i feel when my alarm goes off tomorrow...hehe...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz