once again, a bit terrified.

title sums it up. i am feeling terrified yet again as i hang out in my apartment and ponder things. after a good talk with one of the people i am close to in my life whose opinions i value highly i feel a bit surer of my life plan for the foreseeable future...but as i feel a little more settled on a decision i find myself that much more terrified and this emotion makes me question the decision. i think it's natural...but nothing changes the fact that i'm pretty much terrified right now. ahhhhhhhh!!!