sleep...exhaustion

i just woke up...on the floor of my apartment [on the area where i have private dance parties actually] after lying down to listen to a couple songs [don't worry, it's clean]. honestly, i've struggled to wake up and get to work lately and also come so close to passing out every afternoon. in part it's just a mental thing [in 2 senses: just mental exhaustion which has honestly passed as i keep getting back to just being more of myself again and also just me saying to myself i'm tired]. but at the same time i tend to stay up too late and the last 2 weekends definitely did not come with lots of sleep...

so for once i'm just gonna call it a nite...line up a few songs to play as i fall back to sleep...

as i fell asleep earlier i thought about how sometimes i just need to shut my brain off or at the least just slow down a bit. i wanted to write here but knew i lacked anything relevant to say, even if my mind wandered and wondered about things any attempt at putting anything in this space would just be forced. just passing out early tonite i think is a way to slow down and take stock of things in a quieter manner.

it feels good to be home...

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lyric of the nite [from Talib's The Nature]:

Take my music like a drug and drop the needle in the same vein
I get a rush like I'm tweeking off blow
Except it ain't via the nose it's from deep in my soul