frequency

for some time now i've been taking steps in an attempt to get myself to post more frequently. i consistently disappoint myself in these efforts but still i try. what i noticed last nite is that the frequency of posting was really at it's height the first few month after i started this blog. i don't know why, but it felt like i'd been posting at a more regular pace for a longer period of time.

as the two year anniversay of this blog approaches (just over a month to go), i find myself writing a little more and feeling more of an actual need to do so (if not an inspiration to spend some time writing). as with before, this increase in writing is prompted mainly from discontent with certain aspects of life (but not an overall and general unhappiness...don't worry).

the lesson from these realizations is that in many ways this blog is like personal therapy of sorts. it's a place to express random thoughts, feeling, and emotions and attempt to work thru and deal with some of these things. it's a space that acts like a journal in many ways and probably explains why the attempt at turning the blog into posting multiple items a day of random links and what not didn't last. plus, that' just a difficult task that is a job in its own right in many ways.

anyway...i grow distracted by the episode of iron chef i've got on the tele right now. off to veg out and chat online a bit.