lost and confused...

well...maybe not so much confused. but i definitely feel lost much of the time these days. i mean, i know where i'd like to be and where i'm trying to get to, in a general sense...but at the same time i'm unsure of exactly how to get there and all the details of where i'm trying to go.

it honestly feels like there's no one place i'm trying to get to and that any final destination i think of will be flawed in one way or another. obviously some will be less flawed than others...so there's that. but this nagging feeling is somewhat bothersome (hence the term nagging i guess).

let me know,
do i still got time to grow
things ain't always set in stone
that bein' known, let me know

let me,
it seems like streetlights, glowin'
happen to be just like moments, passin'
in front of me
so, i hopped in the cab and
i paid my fare
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there

all the street lights, glowin'
happen to be just like moments, passin'
in front of me
so, i hopped in the cab and
i paid my fare
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there

in the streets
in the streets
i'm just not there
in the streets
i'm just not there
life's just not fair

it seems like streetlights, glowin'
happen to be just like moments, passin'
in front of me
so, i hopped in the cab and
i paid my fare
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there

all the street lights, glowin'
happen to be just like moments, passin'
in front of me
so, i hopped in the cab and
i paid my fare
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there

all the street lights, glowin'
happen to be just like moments, passin'
in front of me
so, i hopped in the cab and
i paid my fare
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there


in the streets
in the streets
i'm just not there
in the streets
i'm just not there
life's just not fair
life's just not fair

in many ways, my theme song these days. i'm not going to whine about how "life's just not fair," but i definitely would say "i know my destination, but i'm just not there." and being in such a position, it's easy to see how and why some might say life isn't fair.

anyway...the moral of the story is that it's tough knowing a chance is needed but wondering just how much u can do about. it's easy to become impatient...to forget to simply focus on those things that are in your control. i guess after tackling those things, all u can do is figure out some of the things that remain unknown.